Wait.......search........lost

I waited......patiently i am waiting..... busy traffic buzzling infront of me. I was invisble to them. They are transparent to me. My brain was filtered......i did not see all of it...... just the things i wanted to.

My searching program activated, my eyes were working hard....scanning the potential area like a computer software scanning for virus. Indeed, you are a virus. A virus that can cure thousand illness. You are drugs... BEWARE.... you can kill.... you can save a thousand life. Well.... at least one........ me. I hate to see you, but i was never sad when i saw u.

I am lost. Help me get out of it. Nobody can help me. Only ......... myself. LOST... in the cruel , hardless world again. Get me out of it, i am drowning..... i am out of breathe... take me to a place with no sorrow. A place with eternity , bliss.... I am floating... i was lifted off the gound gently drifting into the uncertainty of the air............ i choose to stay.... i choose to go.......My Choice.