Awaken to compassion

Day1 effective??

2008-09-08T22:01:00.002+08:00

7am: woke up and read the papers... actually wanted to go for a jog but feeling lazy lah.... cause didn't do it during my reservist day.

9am : left home for office.

10am : reach office and attend morning meeting with Ck gordon and Jinlai

11.30am: meeting ended

1130 - 1230: do MISC paper work

1230 - 1330: lunch

1330 - 15.30: return book to CFE and collected notes

1530 - 1800: copy and print the CFP module4 exam question : waste a lot of time on this...

1800-1950: meeting with briony and cheng huat together with scott about the road show.

2000: went home

2100: reach home, dinner

2200 relax and reflect and writting this..

It is effective??? not so... but have can i do better?

1. must include jogging session
2. include callling session
3. call existing client
4. do client management system
5. start day early
6. include study session for cfp modules

i will improve tomorrow

sign off 2218

Busy Day

2008-09-06T22:40:00.002+08:00

Today is CFP Module 3 Exam but i am feeling so stressed up because i am not well prepared for it. The weeks before , i was in reservist so i don't really have the time and energy to study as i was already too tired by the time i reach home. Anyway, i went ahead with the exam and it was a killer. All the questions are very tough and i just have to sit through it. Have to keep my finger crossed, but chance are low. So far i managed to Pass Module 1 and 2 in one seating, but i am going to break the chain now... sob sob...

After the exam, i went for a tuition session for a Primary one. That boy was very active and my brother Andy though that i that i did well for a first timer.... hahha... i am going to stand in for 2 weeks due to his work commitment in US. Oh well.... i just have to move on and clear my rookie bronze fast.....pen off ...6sept 08 2248

2008 First Post of the Year

2008-01-06T13:44:00.000+08:00

Anything new that's happening in my life? Well..... yes...

1. I have changed my job from Engineer to Life planner in Great Eastern.
2. My cute newphew came to the world in nov 2007

The Big change in work is hard but fulfilling. I experienced alot in a very short time. I get to see faces of life from all angles. No wonder that they say life is full of surprises you will never know what you gonna get the next moment.
2008....... i am going to enjoy my life and work hard at the same time. I hope i can visit at least 4 countries this year. Pen off for now, more posting later on, anyway, i don't think a lot of people is reading this blog now.... hahha.... but it's ok.... wish everyone a great 2008...

Bye bye..

Back In Action !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-08-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

2nd post in 2007... Yes.... i have left Chartered Semiconductor... it's a good choice and i am now enjoying it.... I will be going into financial planning. So you friends out there, don't hid from me, because i am not the hard sell type. Well.... i have just passed my first insurance exam M5...... 2 more to go before i can be contracted.

Life is great now. I control what i want to do and finding ways to get finanical freedon and working hard towards it. It's so much better than working for someone, i would want to be my own boss some day. Watch out guys.

First Blog of 2007

2007-03-18T18:02:00.000+08:00

Have been quite awhile since i last posted on my Blog..... yaya,.. the same old excuse... busy , busy, busy.... Well, had a good CNY and really gain a few grams during the festives season. hmm... maybe not just a few grams.... a few thousands grams ?? haha... so 1 am trying hard to lose them all over again....

Work?????

Have been busy and hectic as always...... that's inevitable in Manufacturing.......... i'm sure my friends in STM will know best.... If i were to meet someone from STM, they will probably ask me " Hey, How's CSM??? Good? Bonus fat a not??" The answer i will probably give is " Still ok loh, Bonus lousy (but a bit better than STM ba, but more or less same la) , nevertheless, it enable me to learn quite a lot as compared to STM. But, work is work, so stressful. Recently, from my side, they intend to sack one engineer.

Well.... the story goes like this......

There is this A, C and D. A is a new senior Engr who is really stupid.(Sorry to use this strong word but really!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) D is always not so good de..... C still ok lah.... at least he never do anything wrong..... All started when C gave A his password . (Why C so blurr give his password ah? ... because A very jialat till my boss don't wanna approve his password even after 5 months. ) C's password was seen releasing 1lot that he shoudn't, at least The director though is C but later found out that A was the one as he was using C's password. ....should be very chim by now right??? hee hee

To cut the story short, 3 mistakes done, out of this 3 incidents, 1 was done by D and 2 was done by A using C's password. Now, the management wanna sack 1 out of this 3 engr. I hope they sack A.... i really cannot work with him... well... you may think i am very bad, but really leh... everyone who ever worked with him want him sacked.... He's indian from India..... but why my ex-colleagues from STM also not like that leh.... although some also indian from india. Infact most quite ok from the work they do, you will know la.

The reason the A gave for his Mistakes is that :

"Patrick taught me to do that"

Was shocked and angry when my boss asked me about that. He say that i taught him this disposition. At that moment, i don't know to laugh or cry... hhaha

One time, He scaned the lot with Viper(inspection tool) 100% and found center defect. He called me to re-locate because he cannot find the rework route. When i checked the lot, i found that it was already rework previously for center defect and immedicately after rework, was future hold to do 100% scan, and found center defect again... I Called him and asked in a very sacastic way " Sanjeev..., what you wanna do with this lot? " he say he wanna send rework because he found center defect. then i answered " What you wanna wash away?" he say the centre defect... i was already laughing like mad..... Then i told him " Sanjeev, no resist there, what you wanna wash???? " After a long long explaination, then he know he make a wrong disposition..... But this is not the first time lah... he always make stupid disposition with no logic....

From now on i won't tell him anything, if not he will say i teach him to do this way again.....

Jurong Bird Park Valerie's 1st trip... mine too

2006-11-30T00:28:00.000+08:00

My goddaughter Valerie getting older... and cuter.... cane cane...

Japan Trip 9Nov - 17Nov 06

2006-11-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

Been to place like universal studio, Fuji mountain, spme castle, shrine, temple

Trip to Japan. Been to places like Tokyo, Osaka, Kyoto,...

Summary photographs....

Waiting for more pic from Carol and Ivan....
First time on business Class when coming back from Japan.... such a good experience.... The seven hours of flight doesn't seems so long at all ...

hee hee..

Tioman part2

2006-11-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

Beautiful fishes in the deep blue sea

The beach is clean and the sand are fine as powder.

In the middle of the sea on a floating platformThis is one of the pic that i have taken during the tioman trip. See how nice i can capture the image, not like zhixiang.. who really sucks in photography. hahaha...
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Tioman Berjaya.. nice resort...

2006-10-28T18:11:00.000+08:00

I strongly recommend this... A bit expensive as compared to the rest but value for money as the service is very good... the environment is good too ..... Only one word to describe "FUN"

Guardian Angel

2006-10-14T00:36:00.000+08:00

Everyone like to dream about being together with the angels...being TAKEN away by the angels... but the truth is that you can only be together with the angels when you are an angel. What makes you think you can be an angel? By saying that you are an angel does not neccessarily means you can be one... So..... WAKE UP... stop dreaming about being an angel... put your words into actions. Don't only talk and end up no action.... NATO (No Action Talk Only)
How do you think an angel would behave? Kind ? Caring? gentle? or what? ...Well... well.. well... you brainless fools.... must be thinking that angels are nice. Well..... some are... but some are definitely evil. Some can be naughty , some can be playful.... It's actually like humans... Poeple around us.... open your wrinkled eyes and see..... there are good people, bad people, naughty people, fun people, so on.... So , they are also like angels.... they are all around us everyday... is up to you to spot them.... who is your guardian angel? think think..... you may or may not have the answer...

If you got the answer.... post it here and tell me... i don't have a guardian angel... or maybe i don't know .... i am a guardian angel.....well.... maybe not the good one... but definitely not the bad one... i am far from bad........ Ok Guardian Angel go sleep liao..... then got energy to do things la... bye bye...

Meeting....... the gongs

2006-10-14T00:14:00.000+08:00

It was so long since we last met...everything was coming back so quickly. Tpoics never seems to stop and frequencies was quickly adjusted in phase.. We chat so much as aussies times, how we walk so long, how we used to past time, talked about the " lead actor" and the "lead actoress"... hee hee,,,,, (must be blurr right? cannot tell you all, secret) Talked about the hard times in wollongong, talked about our "good friends"..... maybe they stories in stored during ken's wedding... well... our dear hock guan aka fuyuan is getting married end of this month with his gf. seriously, his gf looked so much younger now and of course pretty...... hmm.. she don't look like 30s now... looks like 20s.... hee hee.... so all you out there... must take care of yourself.... you can be 40s or 50s and look like 30s or 20s.... ..... pls pls pls... don't be 20s and looked like 40s...... you know you are..... the one with 3 "O"s hee hee...
Jingkai running his father's business..... good bright future ahead of him.....
Me...????? single, no car, no condo, ...... pathetic..@@
.... everyday is a new fresh start for me..... live your life like it's your last.... smile your way through in life...... since you have to go through it... why not do it happily smiling.... rather then trapping yourself in the sad zone.... walk out of the sad maze into the field of happiness.

Wait.......search........lost

2006-10-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

I waited......patiently i am waiting..... busy traffic buzzling infront of me. I was invisble to them. They are transparent to me. My brain was filtered......i did not see all of it...... just the things i wanted to.

My searching program activated, my eyes were working hard....scanning the potential area like a computer software scanning for virus. Indeed, you are a virus. A virus that can cure thousand illness. You are drugs... BEWARE.... you can kill.... you can save a thousand life. Well.... at least one........ me. I hate to see you, but i was never sad when i saw u.

I am lost. Help me get out of it. Nobody can help me. Only ......... myself. LOST... in the cruel , hardless world again. Get me out of it, i am drowning..... i am out of breathe... take me to a place with no sorrow. A place with eternity , bliss.... I am floating... i was lifted off the gound gently drifting into the uncertainty of the air............ i choose to stay.... i choose to go.......My Choice.

Power of Compassion

2006-10-05T12:15:00.000+08:00

May i gain enough energy to have the power of compassion. May everyone in the world to be free from suffering and the causes of suffering. May everyone be happy and well.

Polymide you are misaligned

2006-10-01T23:39:00.000+08:00

I used to be working with polymide most of the time and i can say i know the process very well.....the C company shifties is so proud of their 65nm technology and the named the slightly shifted polymide window as "M/A" aka misaligned.... what a joke for me.... but since i am in the new place, i have to follow their rules. When i asked them why this alignment cannot be accepted, they cannot answer me and just say " your S company technology and our C company's technology is sky far apart. It's like heaven and Hell.... " What an answer from a engineering person... , alternatively that can choose to say they don't know. Why is it that people are too proud to admit that are in the wrong or they don't know something... haha... i must think of a really nice nick name for this person...muhahha... i will brain storm while working tomorrow... WHat??? you think i am "eating snake"?? No no... i can multi-task and perform as required. As a line support, multi-tasking is a must!!!!
Let me give a brief description of this person...
1. short
2. old
3. maggi liked hair
4. Look ok from far , but far from OK..... muahaha

oops... i talked too much.... i need to stop...... zip.....zip.... :x

STx Vs Charxxxxx

2006-09-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

After 2 months of hectic work in Charxxxxx, i finally come to know the difference between STx and Charxxxxx. Actually both have their plus points.
In C, people are very serious and normally like to keep to themselves. They seldom discuss work related issue openly unless in a meeting. C people tend to be more selfish in terms of knowledge sharing. I have a few bad experience with some of them. When i ask them about certain things, most of the time this "peakcock" guy will tell me " When you work longer you will know." When i asked another question, he will say " i though i have given you the notes, go and read and you will understand" , The truth is that i already read and still don't understand. If notes and textbooks are so effective, then why do we need teachers and lecturers. ... What a lame guy...
Another character we call him the " Anaconda" and the colour of this big snake is none other than my favourite coloured t-shirt... " Black". He seems to be a very nice guy at first, but when i got a chance to work with him, i was totally taken aback. He's the biggest,........ and the darkest.....snake i ever seen. Despite of working in C company for about 8-9 months.... he seems like he just completed his orientation. This snake is damn clever holding a master degree as well as a PHD scholorship in New Zealand. When there are work to do, he asked the MFg people to call me. When the M/c need to be down, he direct everything to me. All he did is to seat down and listen to his Mp3 and keep asking me " do you know this singer??" I was totally pissed..... but thanks to him, it really gave me a good chance to train my patience. My patience level have increased 2 level overnight. haha....
Of course, not everything are bad. There are nice people around. There are 2 AEs whom are damn experienced and definitely better than most of the engrs around. They are willing to teach and don't mind discussing and sharing their knowledge. I'm so pleased with them... then again, a question stuck me..... Do we really need a course in University teaching us how not to be selfish? haha... i think This course is definitely needed especially in most of the China Universities.... But do take note that i mention " Some" not "all" , so there will be exception loh.... hee hee..
Besides that, the C company have more pretty gals then the S company. Even " evelyn tan" of S company also cannot fight.

All for now... updates coming next season.

Working with Emotions

2006-09-16T01:26:00.000+08:00

What is your goal?

2006-09-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

Everyone will have their own goal in life and everyone will live their life differently. How you want to live your life depends very much on yourself. You can choose to be helpful to the society or you can choose to be a total bug to the surrounding. When 2 person come together, what is the agenda? If both think and their mind work differently, can they really come to a mid-point? Where is the point of balance? It's is really not easy for 2 person to live together. Both must be prepared to break themselves into pieces and blend into each other. In the world today, not many can do that, this is supported by the fact that many people are going for different way after getting together. It's so heart breaking and it really hiccupped the momentum in life. After the transient, some may be able to carry one the constant pattern, some may just go out of control and stray away. I am the latter. Life would be wonderful with no sickness, no negativity, no sufferring and only happiness. However, life is usually not a smooth sailing path. It's full of slopes and bumps ahead which you may just trip on. We experience things and it mould our life and shaped our future. We must become bad and distorted in shape, this may be irreversible. Knowing lesser is actually a kind of happiness, how i wish i can forget the painful part of life and remember the positive part of life . If that can happen, we would just delete data that is undesirable. If we have cancer or virus, we can format our brain and all is well. If i can program my brain, i would. I definitely would.

First nite shift after so long

2006-08-27T10:28:00.000+08:00

Going to start my first nite shift after so long of day shift. Have really got used to being in the day. I am going to be very very tired tonite... hope this will not affect my health. Having to let your body adapt to changes for so many times is really bad. How i hope i can be like Trish and lian Jie, both in permanent day shift..... how lucky .... well just my luck.... Hope that i can learn the rope ASAP, hate knowing nothing.

Unhappy and grey : <

2006-08-17T20:57:00.000+08:00

Feeling low and unhappy. Troubled and worried... One person i saw last week just gone like that. What is life? So grey and dull when dead is concerned. He may not know me , but i am happy enough to have made him feel slighly confortable during his last few days alive. May him be re-born in the pure land and be well, happy and fortunate in his next life.

This is getting so sad........ that i may consider closing down my blog...

ok loh bye.

Money or Life??

2006-08-13T11:50:00.000+08:00

Recently, i came across a ex-colleage in my new company. I was shocked to see him there at first because he was meant to be in China and not in Singapore. For a moment i though that he's just giving "model answers" for the reasons to leaving the company. After finding out the real reason, i was taken aback by the incident.

Lucky thing is that this incident did not happen to him. He was meant to be holding a high salary + manager post in China+ free housing and stuff. These seems great on the outside. On the first day of his work, the HR told him :" Don't go out after 8pm". He was puzzled and asked why. The reply was that the security was not good. He didn't take it seriously.

A few day later, one of his colleague was found lying on the main road with both hand and leg veins all cutted. This happened during the day time noon. A lot of passer-by saw it, but no one helped. My friend immediately resigned. He don't want to risk his life for a highly paid job. Now, he is pay more than 1K lesser but he is contented and happy, because Singapore is so safe. So happy to be in Singapore. Well, i love Singapore and i'm proud to be a Singaporean. But , we need to educate the "ugly Singaporeans" , there are quite a few out there....

Teacher ask the whole class to beat lazy student

2006-08-06T11:57:00.000+08:00

In the recent news, it was reported that a teacher has asked the whole class to beat up a student who failed to hand up homework on time. I personally feel that fingers should not be pointed at only one person. A lot of people should be responsible for this.

The teacher
Yes....Obviously the problem started from him. So everyone will start discussing about him being right or wrong. We shouldn't just discuss whether he is right or wrong... Instead, we should know what causes him to do that and why did he wanted to do that given so many other options. Is this the first time this student is not doing homework?? The environment he is in may have great stress causing him to go out of his mind at that split moment. He must have taken his job very seriously and wanting to really teach his students, as a result, he got really angry when students repeatedly fail to do their homework.

The parents
As parents, is also their responsibility to look after their own child in terms of health, studies and all sorts of stuff. Firstly, Does the parents know that the child is not doing homework? Secondly, Parents are not fulfilling their duties and I would think no parents will allow their child to not do their homework unless valid reasons.

The classmates
Why is it that the classmates can just follow the teacher's instruction to beat up the student. Don't they have a mind of their own. I though everyone go round saying that children nowadays are very smart and can ask a lot of questions when asked to do something. What is wrong in this case? Is it true that the boy is a super outcast such that everyone dislike him? Even so, I still think is wrong to follow such a silly instruction that will cause harm to others. Coming to this point, this have again showed how well that parents are educating their own children.

The student that got beaten up
In Chinese we have one word call " zhi zhou zhi shou" Means that he have caused himself to be in this situation. If he have finished the homework on time, then all these won't have happened. I Believe in Karma.

In conclusion, I thick that MOE 's way of choosing teachers is very bad. Anyone tom , dick or harry can just be a teacher. A lot of my friends who are really good applied to MOE but was rejected. no reason given, but I think is because they got overseas degree. Some friends who have great passion in Teaching, but were also rejected with no reasons given.. Singapore's system is always like a black box... You will never know what is going on inside Unless you are inside. ...or unless you are the person deciding....

After Poly, when applying for Local Uni, got rejected again and again and no reason given. My friend's results not as good as mine also got in.... why ???? because the Black Box made the decision.

Comments to adam Khoo's posting

2006-07-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

Patrick Wong Said,
July 28, 2006 @ 11:16 pm
Hi Adam,
I totally agreed to what you have said. I would like to share a personal experience about myself that briefly illustrated adam’s point. Well….. not that i am very successful…. here goes…
I was an average student during my primary school days and out of the six years i ranked 29/40 most of the time. I didn’t know why i was in school… i didn’t know why i must study , basically i didn’t know anything. hahahha…
When i proceed to secondary education, i was able to maintain my ” standard” as an average student…. hhahaa.. ranked 29/35… as you can see, i’m among the last few. During sec1, a major incident took place. My Mum suddenly passed away due to a fatal car accident. It really hit me hard and i was devasated. I became quiet, inferior, no self confident and all the negative qualities that you can think of. Due to the fact that i was from a neighbourhood school, i was posted to pure science stream despite my average result (I failed my maths but they say my science was good when i scored 69/100 .. hahhawhat a joke.)From that day onwards, i was constantly the second in class…. but counting from the back. This have again helped in lowering my self esteem. I don’t know my goal in life and i don’t know why i was in this world… i looked into the mirror and saw this loser….. i hate this guy looking back at me in the mirror. I told myself… I MUST CHANGE!!! I was lucky enough to secure a place in Singapore Poly with my dull coloured results. I started to become more sociable and friendly… i suddenly find that life is changing… my results got better and better…. study seems to be easier and easier each day…even those classmates who got 9 points (5 best ) consulted me in tutorials and stuff… my results were among the top few in class….. Thereafter i become a loud person…. my friends in secondary school found a great change in me. Is like 2 different person altogether.
Later i went to overseas to a university in Australia and got a good honours degree. My secondary school teacher actually invited me and some other friends back for a speech during the sec4 graduation. The teachers wanted to show to the students that you can do very well even if you are from a neighbouring school.
The point is that my mum’s passing on is actually a blessing hidden behind a mask.. as from my point of view, it really pushes me to strive hard and have a strong urge wanting to do well.
Thanks for your patience in reading my lengthy words…

Good night

Best Regards
Patrick

Crazy night in G1 pictures

2006-07-27T16:55:00.000+08:00

2 places in a Month

2006-07-27T14:55:00.000+08:00

After a long period of working hard ....... fruits did not grow on the tree...so i have to reward myself by going for a crash holiday trip... In july been to bangkok where i shop till i drop and to Tioman where i can swim among the fishes and see beautiful corals.... so relaxing that i wanna go again with my darling.... and i wanna make her drink big mouthful of salty water.. hee hee
.*notti*

Tioman Salang beach resort..... a place where they serve lousy food.... the accommodation was ok for me but was not ok for my sis and sis-in-law. Maybe they are just pampered and spolited hahha.... oops!!! Overall, i really de-stressed a lot and many people say i looked radient after the NS and holiday .... which is very true... i feel exactly the same way as how i looked.

Last Few days in STM

2006-07-27T14:38:00.000+08:00

Counting down to my last few days in STM. Everything seems more relaxed as I don't have to care so much about all the shift issue. When I open my mailbox, I just delete everything that reads " work, urgent, attention, micron, cu764" So shiok. My poor junior engr struggling with his shift work. He kept complaining that he's very busy and too much things for him. I was meant to be in a "relax mode" but I still help him to settle issues which he cannot handle...... hmm... Sad to say... I think he totally cannot run the shift alone... I think joann should change to G1 and guide him along the way. Well.... He's hardworking but he just need to be a bit organized. Experience is really not something you can learn in a short time... hee hee..

Besides the "working aspect", I was totally surprised to receive a farewell gift from my G1 operators. So touched and pleasantly surprised. Tears almost came rolling down. Got a 1GB walkman + ang bao from them... Really paiseh leh...... I never knew I deserved that....... Well, I'm really happy that they liked me as their engr.

Now, need to move on to more uncertainty. May be harder and uneven for me, but is the road I have choose to walk.

Back to work in STM

2006-07-12T16:54:00.000+08:00

Back to work again.... Everything so familiar.... So many things changed... All my operators changed position and some became bay leader, some became PM tech, some from bay leader to operator again. There are always a lot of changes everything every time come back from reservist .... well... but I am ok with changes...

Have been wanting to train my junior in running the line. Seems like he is not there yet. I push everything to him wanting to let the production line give him a crash course. I told him to think a bit b4 asking me...... Don't just ask when he dunno... must try to think a bit and sweat a bit before asking...... I think he did that as I receive less calls from him thereafter... but also maybe because I divert all calls to him... muhahahha.... End of the day, he pull a long and black face, which is normal if you are not experienced enough...I think he will get better and better...

Next week to G2 night shift again... great... Will give this young lady a super combo... hhaha.. She have been living in good life under the "J" umbrella. Time to face the reality... hee hee... but maybe she will overcome me with her nua..ness that I cannot stand it and go do everything instead.

I Really will missed my G1/G3 buddies.
Ivan - [G1 epies] So funny and full of wacky idea. one of those people with the same frequency line. Easy going and kind but wacky at times... hee hee.. shared the same interested in waiting for " 3rd break" to view the goddess. But the only think I am more fortunate than him is that I get to talk to the goddess , and tease some of them.... muahhaha... envy leh... our dreams: Miss No1 in bikini sunbathing at the coast of tioman island / rendung island

Carol - [G1 etchies] Fun and easy going personality, down to earth and not so strict (hee not like her da jie... serious siah... hope I don't see her in new place, otherwise got to put on a fake smile and say " hee hee Hi A** I am Carol's friend... pls be nice" hee hee) Kinda thankful to miss Carol because she last night she took the camera in and took so much pictures with all of us... and we have this crazy funny clip " The Truth about Yan fen's drawer" I think will have many great memories with all the pictures and clips.... I think I will like the " jumpping picture" best hahha... so raw and unpolished.

Sean - [G3 etchies] My etchies in G1, funny guy who can come out with so many funny stuff for us the laugh when the sleepy worms take over our brain. His jokes can immediately kill all the sleepy worms and put them to sleep. The jumping pics were good just that he may hit the ceiling cause he may be too tall... hee hee...

Yiting - [G3 etchies] My G3 etchies who never escape my crappiness... hahha.. I will store all my crappiness for her as it;s very funny to see her reaction. She's a nice friend who can give good advice in serious issues and provide entertainment in boring times.. She never fails to entertain Vince and Me when we ask her crappy questions. Her answers will make us roll on the dirty floor and laugh till ya drop... muhahahah.. We shared many secrets... oops but don't be mistaken ah.... is our own personal secrets about the fab. Of course we tend to keep our mouth very very tight except for one or two slipping out... but to selected personnel only.. I know her so well that I know what's her hobbies, what she like and dis-like. What type of guys she like and who she thinks are nice and who she thinks are bad. Her ambition is not to be a good engineer...... Her greatest dream of all is to be "DA CHANG JIN" oops... silly me.... come again.... Her greatness Dream is to be " DA YI TING" hee hee... so that she can help people from all corners of the world.

Vince - [G3 etchies] He will laugh together with me when the crappy effect gets to yiting. hee hee.. my etchies who many operators thinks he's fierce.... (fierce meh? no leh...) Alot a afraid of him maybe due to his cool man look. He looks like the merciless killer in cleanroom suit but looks like the guy next door outside the fab.(hmm.. maybe your neighbour is adam's family??? oops :x *copyright reserved)

Reservist End 7 more to go ...

2006-07-08T11:56:00.001+08:00

Last day of reservist loh.. was quite a pleasant experience because brain get a lot of resting here... hee hee.. just completed the 3rd one and 7 more to go. Got to know more people this time.. Chat a lot with Wille, lau chek (shao long), zi yang., also managed to get some conversation going with mr ice man Hai Ming hahhaa... Besides that, was good that Mr Camry aka Base Kong have successful earned his name for mr "cannot make it"??? hahha oops... hope he's not seeing this....

Overall, was a peaceful and enjoyable ICT, except for the mosquites....... well, that's the price to pay for wanting to " excuse brain"

Valerie my god-daughter

2006-07-05T16:27:00.000+08:00

She came to this world on 1 April 2006. That's no joke ah.... such a nice date.... and her parents married on 20 05 2005 (20th May 2005) Everything also want nice number and nice date eh? typically Singaporean Chinese... haha ok now back to valerie...I only have one word to describe her.... " CUTE" ...maybe need 2 words..... " Very Cute" he ehee.. refer to the picture and you'll know what i meant.. hee hee . She's very active but also afraid of strangers. When she first saw me, her big round eyes keep starring at me thinking" who is this handsome uncle keep smiling at me?, but i no no him.... i a bit scare leh " The next moment, she started to cry. Beng came to the rescue and help coax her. She stopped crying when she saw her father. " OK , my papa here liao i no scare liao" After awhile we carry her to the bedroom where is time for her play time. " Oh this is fun, got toy to play liao.... got papa, mummy, handsome uncle and baka bunny play with me.... hee hee so fun ... hee hee... i no scare uncle liao... beri happy so many people play with me"
" My papa told me that the uncle is my god-papa, hee hee more people to dote on me loh.... muhahahaha, bye bye i go sleep liao....zzzzzzzzzz"

Beautiful Sky

2006-07-05T16:12:00.000+08:00

As I was on duty at cherry5 for 6-9pm details, the breeze was cooling, tress were dancing around gently and birds were gossiping among each other: I looked up in the sky and saw the most beautiful thing..... The sunset.... So peaceful and yet energetic, so colourful and graceful.

Looking at the beautiful sight, toughs came into my mind. The world is so big and we need to deal with numerous problems that arise on a daily basis. We told each problem seriously and make our life felt like shit. Since we are so tiny as compared to the world why not just open your mind and heart to the world and experience life in a positive and fun way. Take things objectively and not personally. Anyone can do great things if he/she sets his mind on it. Failures are part of life and it makes us stronger and acts as catalyst to speed up our success. You will have no regrets only if you tried your best and have fun in the process. We gain experiences in is life and we learn and improve from them.... Hope that everyone seeing this can learn to be positive in life and enjoy what you are doing....There is always a positive side in all situations ...So have fun in life.....

Needles

2006-06-30T06:38:00.000+08:00

I am afraid of being extract blood from needle syringe. I was knocking on the door which labeled "Consultation room". As I went in, a female doctor in her 30s greeted me with her casual and easy going attitude. She did the usual stuff like check heart beat. I usually would like " clinical high blood pressure" as I will be nervous when ever I need to see a doctor, but this time surprising my blood pressure was ok as what I have always measured at home... hahha.... Then she took out the syringe. I start to sweat a bit.... hhaha, she poke into my arm and yes it hurts.... Confirmed she's not experience.... 5 -7 mins later the needle is still in my arm.....Ouch... She's adjusting the position and keep press the syringe up and down hoping to get more blood. After 10mins, she done . I was surprised that I actually looked at how she pressed up and down with the needles syringe and forget about the pain... I guess is all in the mind, some techniques may help...

Wasting Country's wealth

2006-06-27T11:57:00.000+08:00

Reservist experience was a good one as it reminds you of how " fish" up are the people supported by the government. They used our money to feed these people whom waste our money. Here's an experience in Paya Lebar Airbase when I was on duty 9pm-12am (26June06).

There is this BDO (Base duty officer), he keep driving his car up and down our check point. At first I stopped his car and checked the passes of all passengers. After the checking, we were suppose to salute to the Warrant officer with rifle . As I side slinked my rifle, was hard for me to salute with the rifle. He didn't wait and drove off. Thereafter the keep passing our check point hopping to catch us not in proper attire and stuff. Too bad I was too siao on and professional. He stop at the Check point, I thought he wanted to say something. I went over and waited for him to wind down the window, but he didn't. He just looked at me like a fool and I have a feeling this is really a fool like what I have always though they are. There was a moment of pause for 5 seconds. I was smart enough to know what he wants. I saluted with with the rifle. He just went off happily. So now I know, this is how we spent our money on income tax. To let him drive up and down doing nothing and so free till they demand a salute. U will automatically salute a person whom deserved respect, and you will be forced to salute people whom you can't respect for the rest of your life. This is a great example of the latter.
These people can't get real respect from anywhere.... So they need physical saluting to make them feel like human. If there is no salute, is that going to make them less human........ Poor guy... When I relate this to other mates, they are surprised that such people are still around.... Maybe the government can revise their way to assess the suitability of the personnel to prevent further wastage of Country wealth.

3Fish named OP, MuG and bluie

2006-06-25T21:17:00.000+08:00

I gave a small fishy tank having 3 fishes in it to Jas.... i not sure if she happy or not..... need her to reply with a comments to know lah.. hee hee.. well... the fishes are named as above. OP = Orange peel, MuG = Morning Glory, MG for short... but i decide to call it Mug hahaha, lastly is bluie just because it looks blue.. hahah very straight forward.... Come on take a few pic and post it here. This symbolises a new chapter for us....

Waiting for your reply...... zzzzzz

My Farewell Dinner

2006-06-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

Had my farewell dinner today together with my maskies.... This was meant for fengwei and me because is their kind gesture of saying "bye bye" ...

From Track team
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1. Chinthu (my bollywood friend)
2. Vincent (My good mate in masking)
3. Li Qi (nice new engr)
4. Shirley (becoming more attractive)
5. Fengwei (Also leaving... :))

From Sub-Micron
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1. Greg (our dear masking giant)
2. Edmund (Faggot's chang 'er because he always say "at- Moon")
3. Norman (our mask most popluar engr 2005.... not 2006 because was overtaken by me?? haha)
4. Jon(My G1 buddy and of course one of the most well-liked engr in G1 because everyone eyeing for him... including opal..... oops...... what did i just said????? :X)
5. Stehpen Wong (My Big Brother in G1, No.1 to zhang Tao and voted most courteous engr because he answer phone with " Hello.... stephen wong speaking... can i help you ???? and i answer the phone with " HELLO stupid bird.... quickly say what u want??????? )
6. Dong Liang (our defectivity Champion and G2 gals attracted to him....well all i can say is that he is " shi nai " Killer hee hee...)

From Micron
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1. BoonPin (My junior, and my successor in G1)
2. Calvin (Masking cool man and administrator)
3. Derrick (hmmm dunno him... i think is the first time i saw him )
4. Priya (masking bollywood Queen.... all MS eyeing for her... do take care chinthu.... oops.... i said something wrong again...... zip zip ...)
5. Ah Bao (Our Masking Bfit promotor and mr health conscious just like me,,,,,,,,)
6. Patrick Wong JJ (our amk6 most well liked engr in masking/etching/QA some say AMK5/8 also the most hated engr sometimes .... he can be an angel from heaven and a devil from hell .... muhahahha.. he enjoys scolding operators but dunno why they still like him... hahhaa.... he like to act boss and big brother.... hmm... cute at times be usually serious about his work.... have lots of fun /crazy ideas..... AKA mr attitude...... muhahahah... have good editorial skills as he have numerous experience as 1M editor .... have successfully created serveral hits stories ..... one of the most successful editor around....)
7. Jian Xiong (He looked "jian" but he is really not as "jian" as he looks.....hahahha.... he is interested in the C**** Gal but dunno what's the outcome... sorry readers i have to stop here for the stories as i will be quitting mah..... )
Ex AMK6 Process Masking
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1. Delphine (Our pretty Queen.... she have the looks and the brain...our Masking idol.... just that she cannot sing like a heavenly queen.... She is the active girl under the sun and in the water.... she is also the girl next door look alike..... )
2. Jin Ying [Our Miss China (MAsk process amk6)...... errr... only one person taking part in this so we have to give it to her..... hhaha.... no lah... she is cute and getting prettier each day...]

Nice food... nice pictures taken... memories recorded in form of pictures,,,,,

All the best my friends and colleagues...

1st day of Army daze

2006-06-21T20:46:00.000+08:00

1st day was boring lectures ....... but brain to get a lot of rest ..... my pace of walking have slow down like a walking zombie..... hee hee.... good in a way because i an revitilising....hee hee... but tomorrow will have field training....but still haven't recover from my cough....... cough cough.... .. will start duty on sat and ON -OFF-ON-OFF all the way....... tomorrow is my farewell dinner too...

3rd Reservist 21June06 to 7July06

2006-06-20T23:48:00.000+08:00

Yeah..... the day have finally arrived to take a break from work... so happy and relaxed..

Anyway have a bad encounter with a bitchy HR today... forget about her..... just look forward and hope for the best. Will work very very hard in "aussie Uni of wollongong" .. hahha for those selected one only...

Look forward to see my reservist friends again.... yeah!!!

Hello Paya Lear Air Base..... here i come.....

American idol Jasmine Trias... oops nono is Jasmine Ong ...

2006-06-16T13:11:00.000+08:00

Hope that we can walk together to the End.
Hope that we can walk together to the End.
Hope that we can walk together to the End.

Hope that we can walk together to the End.

Nurses are Angels in white ????

2006-06-15T17:26:00.000+08:00

We often see in TV drama that nurses are so kind, caring and lovable. But is this really the truth ???? Time for the real truth!!!!!!

Truth: 50% of nurses are rude and not helpful. They tend to put up a long long face if there are a lot of patients (work load increase). Through my encounters, i rarely met nurses that are super nice and helpful....

However, i met a ex-nurse (M**y lady). She is super nice and funny, she the the kind of person that is born to do this job. Imagine, when patients are already feeling bad physically, they still need to suffer the rude and un-helpful attitude of the nurses.... this i cannot tahan.. (unbearable in malay)

To all nurses out there, i have one golden phase for you.... " Be Nice ... not nasty"
To all lovely nurses out there...... keep up the good work, the world respect you for that.

The 10 merits

2006-06-14T01:20:00.000+08:00

Boy : Hi Gal, why do u like me?
Gal: i also dunno leh.......

Boy: Cannot!!! must say one.....
Gal: ok lah... let me think..... hmmm....

Boy: Faster lah.... if not i spank you ah.. muhahha
Gal: okok.... bish bish...

Gal: 1) u mature, not those rush rush into r/ship lor
Boy: ohh... then???

Gal: 2) lend a listening ear
Gal: 3) i feel comfortable wif u around lor
Gal: 4) on same wavelength
Gal: 5) also, much more easier to communicate wif

Boy: oh........ hummm.....

Gal: 6)feel secure wif u
Gal: 7) accept me for what i am
Gal: 8) considerate

Boy: In what sense leh ???

Gal: u make it a pt tolet me know wat's happening
Boy : Got meh? when ??

Gal : like last when watch tv, wat's gg on, den u make it a pt to keep mi updated
Boy: But i don't do that all the time mah.....
Gal: Yah ... but already enough for me....

Boy: ok..... somemore???
Gal: No more ...cannot think liao lah.....
Boy: Cannot!!! must !!! hee hee

Gal : hmmm....
Gal: lively and notti! (oops)

Boy: har .... u like notti.......no worries........i really notti ...muhahahah
Gal: steadfast and treasure frenships

Confirmed Sick ... germs germs go away

2006-06-12T16:18:00.000+08:00

Feeling so sick..... down with flu, cold,cough,throat infection all at one time. It's like 3 in 1 coffee.... but now is like 4in 1 package to make up for all the heathy times this one year... haha... To make it worst, need to work night shift which is very tiring. Doc gave 2 days MCs but i paiseh not to go work because already have so many MCs for past fews months. Hope that my boss would let me manage the line from office...otherwise may really cannot make it. Haiz... hope my boss won't be thinking that i am lazy or what.... working performance rating scoring a "zero" now.....

Feeling Sick

2006-06-11T13:16:00.000+08:00

Not feeling too well.....''

Not feeling well today as i have lost my voice to the germs in my throat.... besides that, i think i'm having a slight fever too......
To add salt to the wound, i'm on night shift tonight. I think i will sms my boss and tell him that i will manage the line from office. i will be very paiseh if i MC again... as what SF have told me, is no good to take so many MCs will affect my working performance.

Although not feeling well, i am also happy because it's Minghan wedding.... haha... will attend the dinner first then work..... haha will be very tired then ....hee hee.. ok time to get some rest first

Volunteering

2006-06-11T13:10:00.000+08:00

Volunteering....session2 ......

Met some nice people like YH, C, EL....that's all.... The experience was better than the first one as i was not as nervous. I felt at ease and feel no pressure..... After the volunteering, i feel light hearted and there was a kind of happiness within me that i cannot explain why ...... This may be the " sense of satisfaction" that they always say....

Mary is such a funny and charming person..... when i looked into her eyes.....it's like talking to me and telling me a lot more than what she was saying..... too bad she have resigned... But really hope she'll have a better prospect somewhere else...

Melting away the FATS

2006-06-10T05:09:00.000+08:00

From 86-->77 in 6 months
Hard work and resisting of temptation for food.... yum yum.... Oops.. not to forget the credit of B fit coffee... so natural and nice... 86-85-84-83-82-81-80-79-78-..... still counting hee hee... you have to see it to believe it..

HAAHA this is the before picture and after pic....

wanna learn from me? hahah think u all not interested lah.. already so thin mah....

Reservist yeah!!!

2006-06-09T13:43:00.000+08:00

Reservist training holiday camp......

The 3th high key NS call up is just round the corner and i'm looking forward to it. At last, some time away from work, away from the crappy environment that back-stabb one another. That shitty person who thinks that he is the god or genius.... pls lah..... take a mirror and look through it..... if you can't see it, you probably need a stool to stand on. muhahahaha..... oops.. that is really bad of me to say that. Please be nice to my photo no. 1 and stop talking bad about her..... well the only reason why you do it is because you need to step on her to go up the ladder. I will here enlighten you and give u a big big hint which you are not seeing. Firstly, there is a big pcs of shit stucked up there, you need to clean up this shit before you can move on.... muhahaha.. chim right??? use your genius brain to think lah.....
Woohooooo...... so damn shiok!!....

Love is in the Air

2006-06-09T13:42:00.000+08:00

Love is in the air.......i will always be true and direct. I will learn to be patient with you, but if you are notti..... i need to use my magic power to punish you. With my growing power of patience i shall be a nice partner to you. With your easy going and sweet personality, i will walk with you till the end. Please pardon me if i look at pretty gals..... because they are created specially for the eyes. Do not deprive me of this eye exercise, as they are purely emptiness. As form is emptiness, and emptiness is form.
Remember...... you are created specially for my heart.
Let's walk together right to the end ..... and hopefully to Nirvana