STx Vs Charxxxxx

After 2 months of hectic work in Charxxxxx, i finally come to know the difference between STx and Charxxxxx. Actually both have their plus points.
In C, people are very serious and normally like to keep to themselves. They seldom discuss work related issue openly unless in a meeting. C people tend to be more selfish in terms of knowledge sharing. I have a few bad experience with some of them. When i ask them about certain things, most of the time this "peakcock" guy will tell me " When you work longer you will know." When i asked another question, he will say " i though i have given you the notes, go and read and you will understand" , The truth is that i already read and still don't understand. If notes and textbooks are so effective, then why do we need teachers and lecturers. ... What a lame guy...
Another character we call him the " Anaconda" and the colour of this big snake is none other than my favourite coloured t-shirt... " Black". He seems to be a very nice guy at first, but when i got a chance to work with him, i was totally taken aback. He's the biggest,........ and the darkest.....snake i ever seen. Despite of working in C company for about 8-9 months.... he seems like he just completed his orientation. This snake is damn clever holding a master degree as well as a PHD scholorship in New Zealand. When there are work to do, he asked the MFg people to call me. When the M/c need to be down, he direct everything to me. All he did is to seat down and listen to his Mp3 and keep asking me " do you know this singer??" I was totally pissed..... but thanks to him, it really gave me a good chance to train my patience. My patience level have increased 2 level overnight. haha....
Of course, not everything are bad. There are nice people around. There are 2 AEs whom are damn experienced and definitely better than most of the engrs around. They are willing to teach and don't mind discussing and sharing their knowledge. I'm so pleased with them... then again, a question stuck me..... Do we really need a course in University teaching us how not to be selfish? haha... i think This course is definitely needed especially in most of the China Universities.... But do take note that i mention " Some" not "all" , so there will be exception loh.... hee hee..
Besides that, the C company have more pretty gals then the S company. Even " evelyn tan" of S company also cannot fight.

All for now... updates coming next season.

Working with Emotions

What is your goal?

Everyone will have their own goal in life and everyone will live their life differently. How you want to live your life depends very much on yourself. You can choose to be helpful to the society or you can choose to be a total bug to the surrounding. When 2 person come together, what is the agenda? If both think and their mind work differently, can they really come to a mid-point? Where is the point of balance? It's is really not easy for 2 person to live together. Both must be prepared to break themselves into pieces and blend into each other. In the world today, not many can do that, this is supported by the fact that many people are going for different way after getting together. It's so heart breaking and it really hiccupped the momentum in life. After the transient, some may be able to carry one the constant pattern, some may just go out of control and stray away. I am the latter. Life would be wonderful with no sickness, no negativity, no sufferring and only happiness. However, life is usually not a smooth sailing path. It's full of slopes and bumps ahead which you may just trip on. We experience things and it mould our life and shaped our future. We must become bad and distorted in shape, this may be irreversible. Knowing lesser is actually a kind of happiness, how i wish i can forget the painful part of life and remember the positive part of life . If that can happen, we would just delete data that is undesirable. If we have cancer or virus, we can format our brain and all is well. If i can program my brain, i would. I definitely would.